I hope Joss Whedon is okay. The AVENGERS director and fanboy favorite hosted a one-man show in Hall H on Saturday that seemed more like a therapy session than a typical panel. In past years, Whedon has come to Comic Con energetic and excited to greet fans and show off his latest project. This year he seemed quiet and despondent and burnt out, mentioning multiple times that he wasn’t sure which direction his career was going to go in. He didn’t come out and say it, but it’s pretty clear it all stemmed from whatever happened to him during the making/release of AVENGERS: AGE OF ULTRON. (“Five years ago a tornado ripped up my house and dropped it in the land of Marvel.”)
It definitely made for an odd panel (though it did have a happy ending). Here are some highlights:
“The world is a random and meaningless, terrifying place and we all — spoiler alert — die. Most critters are designed not to know that, but we are designed weekly to transcend that. I can quote myself: A thing isn’t beautiful because it lasts. What we have right now and right here has as much meaning as anything we’re afraid of. The way we’re designed to do this: The main function of the human brain is storytelling. Memory is storytelling. If we all remembered everything, we’d be Rain Man and wouldn’t be socially happy. We learn to forget. We learn to distort. And from the very beginning we’re learning to tell a story about ourselves.
He then compared himself to Rosie O’Donnell‘s ape character in TARZAN.
The panel ended with Whedon being awarded the Comic Con Icon Award. At least that made him smile.